I'm not sure I'm addicted to sex but I have a problem. I'm a male and I masturbate everyday and see escort girls. The masturbation sometimes makes me late for things as I feel I need to do it, like a bit of a habit. I didn't really think that was a huge problem until I read some of these topics on here. But the thought of not doing it scares me. I also see escorts about once a fortnight. I feel disgusted afterwards but by the time a few days go by I'm looking on escort sites again. I'm married and feel so ashamed of myself! My wife is amazing and does not deserve this. She doesn't know about any of this and I really don't want to hurt her but I just can't stop, I don't know what to do or where to go from here. It feels like my life is upside down.